February 26, 2011

Falling in Self Love: Day 244
Purposeful Accident

I recommitted to living well & love yesterday morning then almost died last night.  Funny that huh?  Maybe I was being asked if I was sure??  My answer, "YES, I am SURE!"

I started the day with a bowl of superfood enriched oatmeal, walked my puppy-like 15 year old golden retriever then went to the gym.  I swam farther than I ever had before.  I was scared and tired but I pushed myself to stay at it and  felt proud once I succeeded.  I had a great heart-to-heart with my partner.  She made me lunch while I went over my notes for my very first laughter class for GLBT Veterans (which I was über excited about, being one myself)! Then things changed...

On my way to class a woman ran a red light. I slammed on the breaks and maneuvered to avoid being hit full force on the driver side when all of a sudden I got rear ended by a Ford Expedition.  The car I was driving was totaled and I walked away without a scratch. No one else was hurt and the other 2 cars were free from damage.  Even though my body hurts today, I am thankful.  I am alive and in this morning's meditation, I found a renewed purpose for life. 

2 comments:

shanti said...

Hi Karen-I only know you through your blog, butI heard this song and thought of you! I hope you like it!!
It's called The Beauty Within..by Dead Prez...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X1YjTWOaR0w&feature=related

~Karen Michelle Bayard~ said...

Thanks Shanti. I do like this song. :) I really appreciate this beautiful surprise. Thanks again!