This week I got willing to admit that in addition to wanting to give to the communities I love so dearly and be a good daughter, partner & person overall.....I really want a healthier-sexier body, lots more money doing what I love and more of the horizontal mambo....yup sex! It's so easy sometimes for me (and maybe you?) to get caught in the coaching, prayers, support groups, meditations, affirmations for things that are altruistic, spiritual, unifying.... I think all of that is really important. That's part of what INNER WORK is supposed to be about right? But this month I found through my spiritual practice that my "inner" is PERFECT. Haha! My ESSENCE is in fact in tact. Yes! It (my inner) is arguably the most resilient part of me. The SPIRIT of a person never really breaks. I believe the body may get bumped, bruised or beat up but it is the springy, flowiness (our inner) that comes up standing time & time again. So perhaps the industry should be called "outer work"?
It seems the "problem" (if there even is one) lies in the layers of stories we tell ourselves or listen to (and perhaps believe) about who we are. It's the layers of chub, someone like me puts on without realizing, what I was really seeking was protection for my gentle heart/ emotional being.... and that my anger is really a directional tool for my fierce warrior. Hmm? So forget fixing what may never have never have been broken in the first place. I'm leaving GREAT enough, alone! Ya know what? Let's call it OUTER PLAY ('cause let's face it "work" is never more fun than "play"). --->Now, let's DANCE:
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I love it a lot Hayat albbi.. :D this made my heart open and sing more :D You Rock, and inshallah you will have what you asked for.. wow this is amazing :D
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